it is a lovely sunny day in london today, but i feel compelled to sit inside and do some study. yesterday was all quite fun, went out of the door at 10 am to get birthday card and returned at 3:30 without a stamp. i had a dream of a turquoise hoody and went to a fun party in mile end. but mostly, i felt a bit ill and looked upon the choppy waters which lay ahead. fun indeed. i have a heart thats made of metal but i need one made of wood.