oh good god, i feel weary. work do last night left me more drunk than i thought i was - i am still somewhat muddled as to the distinction about the events of the evening and the uncannily similar events of the dreams that spanned the rest of the night. this is evidenced also in my hangover. very long meeting this morning did not help. i think a bath might help, but i must pull myself together to do some study tomorrow. meditation perhaps? scotchwiskey? the very though chills the marrow.